...pero quien sabe, a veces me gusta lo que soy, pero otras veces lo que soy duele, lo que soy me debilita. Talvez sea lo que me rodea, o talvez lo que hay dentro de mi, pero si de algo estoy segura es de que tú no te vas a querer identificar conmigo, & mucho menos vas a querer conocerme...
Platonic soulmates are like, I was made to stand by your side, see, I fit perfectly right here or I would die for you and you know that but this time I have to help you hold yourself accountable, or I can look at you and you can look at me and it’s a whole conversation, or you don’t have to be my blood to be my family, your not my sibling, not because we aren’t close but because I chose you and I will continue to choose you, or wow, what a dumbass… oh shit that’s my dumbass, I’ll save you!, or maybe just I love you
“My 20s have been the loneliest era in my life. I am surrounded by people but not connecting with anyone. Everyone is living their own lives while I am still waiting for mine to start. I feel lost between what I should be feeling and how I actually feel.”
Nayyirah Waheed, Salt//Annie Ernaux, I Remain in Darkness//Ella Wilson, Take Care: Mothers, Daughters and Inheriting Self-Hatred//Sam Gordon, A Mother’s Hate//Karl Brjullov, The Last Day of Pompeii//wych elm, Susan Smith//Lady Bird (2017)//@bitterl//Pheobe Bridgers, Kyoto//@filmnoirsbian,the killing grounds//Acacia, mommy//John Green, Turtles All the Way Down//?
